Thinking

A lot. About what I want to be and do and create. Things have been really sticky here around the RocketPad and I'm at a bit of a loss. I'm trying to keep up with everything and sometimes it just feels like all the work I do just isn't enough. I guess I'm just really really tired right now and at a stand still in my world. Must break through the gates and hold my head up high and say fuck it all and just do what I need to. "Suffering brings strength" is what my father used to say all the time. Or was is "character". Maybe it's both. Lord knows I'm a character. Heh.